Chapter 119

"How are you?" he asked. I'm looking outside while holding a cup of coffee. I know that he's looking at me as he asked that.

I answered, "I am fine."

Unfortunately, I don't know if I am fine. I really no longer don't know if I am okay right now or not. There seems to be something heavy in my chest. The bait seemed to return. It feels like the weight on my chest is too heavy now. It's like I'm back in the past. It's like it's heavy again and again. It's really heavy and I don't know why I am feeling this way. I don't know...