Chapter 64

I was wearing this black sleeveless dress with 2 inches heels. I retouched myself.

My eyes are no longer so obviously bumpy. I put eyeliner and thick fake eyelashes. I tried so hard to smile at the mirror. I smiled somehow even though that smile was too bitter.

They are already looking for me. I need to go out again for the last speech. I will try my best not to cry.

I blew, because I was feeling nervous. My chest was throbbing so fast and I could feel the pain. It's like I'm choking.

It’s so hard to accept the fact that I lack a lot. I...