so many what ifs in my head,

so many emotions in my heart,

will they ever reach you?

M A D D I E ♛

My head was blank, but my heart was ripping into pieces.

Andrew... he did his best to protect everyone. He did what I was supposed to do. I promised him that I was going to protect him, if only I was in place he would still be here.

Chase and Owen were telling me things, but I didn't hear anything any more. I couldn't hear anything. All I could think of was the poor Andrew who had gone on too early.

He stayed by my...