It's been 10 since I gave birth and got married to xander. I still

couldn't believe this was my life, I have a caring loving husband with 2 beautiful children'.

My mind drifted to the girls and I smiled. Stacy and Andrew got married five years ago, A year later they gave birth to their beautiful baby boy quinny.

Amber a just recently tied the knot and are on their honeymoon. She was having the time of her life. She had sent tons of pictures, . I can't imagine my excitement when she told me proposed to her four months ago.

I was standing on the balcony, thinking

about everything...