My heart breaks when I feel his shoulders move up and down, and I continue to pat his back as he cries. This was the first time I had ever seen xander pour out his emotions, it must have been painful keeping it all bottled in for a very long time, .

I pulled back to look at his face. My hand cupped his face the way he did mine anytime cried and l used my thumb to

wipe the tears off his eyes. He looked at me, he moved his head till his lips met

mine.

He kissed my lips before gently trailing

kisses down my neck and I...