AVA WHITE

It was after the baby shower and both Jax and I had put on brave faces and pretended like nothing was wrong for the rest of the day.

It was hard.

Occasionally I'd slip looks at Jax. He would take my hand and squeeze to let me know that he was there. It somewhat reassured me that everything was going to be okay.

I told Lucy and Seb that they should go and chill out, they had had a hectic day. I volunteered to clean up the kitchen, I just needed to be away from people.

Jax and I hadn't even said a word to each other yet...