"P-p-but you said ... you said..I'm the one you want to be with in building a family? You told me? You just told me? E, why is it like this now?" I cried, the pain I felt.

"I'm sorry."

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I just cried and cried even though I was already in the room I was occupying.

I don't know, how I manage to get here in my room. I don't know what happened next, as long as I know he broke up with me.

It hurts. I thought, he won't leave me. I thought, he will fill the gap. I thought, I thought he was ... but I just thought...