I took a moment to breathe, letting off that bad energy steam that now surrounding my body because of Xander and everyone in that house currently. I was now starting to rethink running away again like Damon suggested.

Both Damon and I didn't have the strength to deal with his family's involvement in everything---- the effect of living in an extended family, there is just no privacy. I also feel it was because of this that pushed Damon to loose his mind and start drinking while having an affair with his secretary.

Like dealing with the business world wasn't enough and now this. Now more than ever I was determined...