Casper.
I couldn't keep calm.
Two hours of wait seemed like an endless torture.
It took me a great deal of self-control not to bombard Raphael with tons of messages as anxiety consumed me whole.
Several questions loomed in my head. Questions I wanted an answer to.
Who was that child?
Who was his father?
Why did he call me daddy?
Did Lilith tell him everything? I bet he would hate me for abandoning him for his first few years.
But what if I was overthinking it? What if that was another man's child?
Would I be able to accept her raising another man's child?
Fuck!
I would do anything...