"Ester... Are you awake?" Desmond said. I remain still. Yes, I am! Now leave!

"You know.. When the first time I talked to you; you were looking so cute, on our honeymoon. I couldn't help but kiss you... You scared me to no extent that day. That day I realize, I am so afraid of losing you..." Desmond said. I continued to take out rapid breaths. Since our honeymoon!? He has been talking to me since then?!

"I was so afraid that I might not fall for you... But, I never knew pushing you away will cause me to break you and lose you forever... I was such an idiot......