'What have I done?'

The first thought which occurred to Nathaniel's mind and it was the end. The utter defeat of his actions, emotions, everything. The demise of his perception.

What the hell did I just do? This was not supposed to be like this. This shouldn't be this painful...

He remained where she left him, not moving an inch, recalling her words like a loop of destruction stirring his mind. Motionless, lifeless, breathless.

"Boss-" De Villiers came, searching for his Boss and upon entering he saw him stunned.

"De Villiers." He whispered in a muted tone, not lifting his gaze anymore.

"Leave me alone." He wanted to ask but...