I know that trying very hard wasn't the best alternative but I had no other choice but to do what I have to do to get Bella back into my life even if it means returning after being chased several times. I know that nothing I do or say will make up for the last years but I was ready to do whatever it takes to make us work again.

From the way she was behaving I could tell that she was very upset with me and my presence probably irritates her so much that she doesn't want to see me around her, but no matter how far she chases...