I hated myself for lying in bed at night with my hand between my legs, replaying his voice in my head.

“Choke on it, baby. This is how you save your father — by being my perfect little cocksucker.”

“Take every inch. This pussy was made for me.”

“Good girl. Such a good fucking girl.”

I would rub my clit furiously, fingers plunging into my soaked pussy, whispering his name like a curse while I came with my face pressed into my pillow so my roommate wouldn’t hear. Then I would lie there in the dark, tears burning in my eyes, disgusted with myself for getting off to the man...