Ever since I was told my mate was dead. That had been the reason why I flirt around so much. Because then I’d thought there was no one to be my mate since she was already dead not until I found out later that she was alive when I met at Novak forest with the intent to have her killed. Everyone thought I would get married to her since I’d no mate and I could marry anyone. And we were so close back then.

Should I go back and lay on the bed? I haven’t woken up yet. And faked dead. That would be stupid. But still, I wanted to...