Xander
It was only a dream. Thankfully, it was just a dream, though it seems real to me. It happened more than a month ago, but I couldn't find a way to forget it. Seeing Chas cry and call out my name while I slowly close my eyes is very painful, thinking it will be the last time that I am going to see her face. The last time that I will be able to feel her warmth.
The sadness and anguish that consumed me didn't leave me even until today, and I couldn’t comprehend the thought of leaving Chassy at this time. I shouldn’t leave her alone at this...