My whole body feels achy. I was still awake, especially in my head. But I don't want to disturb the person in my room now in the hospital. When I was sleeping, I felt like I was being bullied and I was on the brink of death. And all I want is to survive, to wake up and to keep on fighting, even though my situation is very difficult today.

Especially when it comes to my mind that I'm going to die, I can leave my children and most of all I can't fulfill the whole family I promise myself. I want to see my whole family, to reunite and...