I am staring at the trees now. It's late at night and the cold breeze has calmed me down today.

 

I'm going home tomorrow. My parents need me there and I can't cancel that meeting because it's important.

 

Thana's birthday is also close. I have to be with it at least because of the day when we didn't see her. I miss her. I miss Athanasia's blasphemy.

 

I closed my eyes while feeling the cold breeze. The fresh air is making me calm for a while.

 

I am on the edge of giving up. If I give up, Can I be called a bad mother to my children? That decision...