Xavier didn't come back to the room. It was past 11 already, I called him several times but he didn't pick, some minutes later he switched off his phone. I was worried and tired at the same time. I had cried my eyes out, I then had to spend a long time in the shower then later decided to read, school had to come before anything... Before Xavier.

I had to convince myself. I tried reading but the words just kept on playing and jumping around. At a point they looked like they were dancing. I then decided to exercise my body, I needed to do something to take my...