Brian and I were no longer together, he cheated on me.

It seemed his play boy nature came crawling back.

I thought I could manage, I mean, some years ago, I always told myself that if my boyfriend cheats on me, I wouldn't break up with him but please, it's easier said than done.

I focused on school's work, this was my final year, I wouldn't let a man make me mess up in school.

I continued my going to club, hanging out with different guys.....dating different guys actually.

It was like my old self had come back.

Though it wasn't entirely as before when I was always being mean...