I open my eyes slowly, this time I didn't try to move, I have slept for so long and I felt so weak, I knew I was still in America, everything I hope to be a dream was all reality, I never wanted to wake up again, but here I was again, with my eyes wide open.

This was almost the same thing with my parent's death. They had an accident and I was in the car with them, but I survived and they died. Now I also survived and have lost Russelli, everyone around me dies, anyone I love dies.

Warm tears rolled down my cheek and my eyes...