Is there any chance that I could fit in there? Is David even going to let it happen?

I gave my inner dialogue a grimace. For what reason was I planning for our future together? Like them, I needed to stop worrying about the future and start appreciating the here and now. Only concerned with the now. In a few of weeks, I would be twenty years old. In retrospect, I can't believe how young I really was. I was never expected to have all the answers or to think more than a few days ahead, so no one should have been surprised by my inability to make good judgments...