Caitlin -

How the hell did I wind up here? I mean, logically I know that I am to blame for a lot of the things that have gone wrong in my life, but why did I go along with any of it? It was NOT supposed to end this way.

When I left Hawaii, after that horrible attempt at an apology to my husband (yes, I still consider him my husband), I desperately needed to put the pieces back together. Let me rewind a little, and try to explain how I think things fell apart.

About two years ago, my daughter was graduating high school, and planning to move...