Jonathan

I wasn't expecting it to be easy to whip up a desk job without experience but, I wasn't expecting it to be this hard as well.

It could be because I was pressuring myself to be a better man for Ciara, somebody that was worth standing by her side with my head held up high.

Only then would I be able to propose to her knowing that I could provide a stable life for her. But I couldn't even get a proper job. How then was I supposed to do all that?.

I'd intended to hide my disappointment from Ciara as she already had alot to deal with but...