Master Meilan, is this insomnia?

suno knows that some people are so nervous and nervous that they will be very excited at night and their brains will be hyperactive. Even if they force their eyes, they will not be able to sleep.

suno is very aware of this feeling. She used to spend every night like this.

she was in a mental hospital at that time, and she spent every night with her eyes open.

at that time, she kept thinking, why was it her, why all the worst things and the worst people in the world were met by her? Is she so abandoned by God? Did she do...