Ashton

 

I've been feeling guilty for quite a while now because of what Joe told me on the boulder. I tried so damn much to forget what he said to me but my mind doesn't want me to.

 

'And I love him, I don't want to lose him, you can only understand me if you've been in love but I guess you never loved someone before. That's why I endure the pain Nile cause to me if that means I won't lose him and besides I... I kinda like it when he punches or slaps me.'

 

That was the exact words Joe told me that I can't seem to move...