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After what happened, I couldn’t stay anymore. I don’t know why I just left even so after Valdo apologized to me. I know that his tears weren’t something easy for him. He wasn’t the man who could show his weakness.

But I felt shocked from everything.

I can’t deny that I imagined him as Derek. Yes, as if he was Derek topping me and torturing me. I wouldn’t mind the sexual pain if he was doing that as kind of making new stuff with me.

In the beginning, I thought so, until he started to growl and bark like an animal telling me it was a punishment. And even...