I did what I had to do, which was to take my shower and cook myself. I ate calmly with the television on but paid no attention to it. After I finished, I tidied up then I left in my room. I would start praying for a while and then at the end I would lie down looking at the ceiling. I thought back to my fight I had with Ashley and I was sad. Sad to see his attitude towards me. A woman had come to spend the weekend at my house yes that was true but this woman was my little sister Sephora.

She and I are very...