I quickly drive away from the ice cream parlour without looking back. I shouldn’t have let myself act like than with him. He’s so easy to mess around with, to have a laugh with, the same as the other guys but the difference with Knox is, it easily seems to fall over into flirting and that scares me.

I don’t even realise I’ve done it until it’s too late…it just happens with him…. I shouldn’t do that, he has a mate out there…. But then it felt like he was going to kiss me back there….it scared me….. because I wanted him to…. I really did….

But at the same...