JODY

It was time to get back up, despite how much my heart was hurting, I decided with resolution as I dressed up, and grabbed my car key and my purse.

I was going to a grocery shop to get groceries even though my kitchen cabinet was still quiet full of food items.

I just need to do something I really hate, it was the only way to get my back into function, to think for myself and if possible get rid of my heart ache.

Doing things I hated helped me face reality, and at this point, facing reality was what I needed most. It was over a week...