As someone who enjoyed having time to herself, my constant need to be around Ellie surprised me. Even in previous romantic relationships, there were days when I'd needed to be alone and just realign for a while. I never felt that way when it came to her. As long as she wanted to see me, I did my best to make my way to her.

My attraction to her was so palpable at times, it physically hurt for me to think that we were just friends. I knew she knew that I found her attractive. It was impossible for me to hide it. I was just glad that she didn't...