A year after that incident my life has not been easy. Mom almost exploded in anger when we found out I was pregnant.

I was always dumbfounded and didn’t know what to do. I can't believe I lost in my mind that I had the possibility of getting pregnant. I was so mad at myself, Loren, and Ella. If they get together because she got Ella pregnant .. what about me? How about our my child?

I postponed taking the BAR exam. I hated myself even more because I thought I would never fulfill my dream. I had intended to work while I could, but Cole stopped me. We only...