I can't still believe. Some days I was depressed and could not sleep. I'm just thinking the future. If I will be happy? Sometimes I ask myself. Did someone cur*e me? I just shook my head.

"B-baby .... how are you?" I greet him even though I know he won't answer me.

I can only hear the sound of the engine. So silent. I can't help but cry. He's also my comfort.

"Mommy will promise you that once you wake up .... I'll make sure that Daddy remembered us." promise while holding her hand.

I went out there and took the dish I was carrying. Dinner for Klaus. I should...