Brandon's POV

"Jay knew too?" I asked in disbelief.

"He had to come looking for me on the wrong day" he replied.

"Please help me tell him, it isn't his fault either, he promised" he continued.

"Fuck all of this" I cursed my anger growing.

"I know you don't understand a thing but promise you will understand soon but now right now, you have to go or else you wouldn't be able to leave again" he warned but I was feeling too much all of a sudden.

"I fucking can't, don't you get it. I have no control over myself at the moment, I can't feel a damn thing" I...