I've been spending a lot of time at the hospital, checking on Logan. It's been tiring and starting to wear me down. 

I've tried my best to stay strong and not let anyone notice my pregnancy, but sometimes I feel like I'm not doing a good job of hiding it.

Logan's recovery has been slow because the bullet hit an important part of his arm. 

Most of the time, I avoid looking him in the eye because I’m afraid of what I might see. 

We haven’t talked much about where we stand or our agreement. I don’t know if I’m ready to let go of the contract like I said...