My chest was too heavy when I got back to the room where I was temporarily staying. The guilt and pain in my heart were mixed because of what Caroline had exposed to me.

I close my eyes tightly as tears fall in my eyes. I felt so bad for hating but I also felt angry at him for lying to me. Why didn't he tell me right away? Why didn't he kept this?

If he said right away. I wouldn't have hated him. I would not have been hurt and troubled at the thought of him leaving and abandoning me. We would not have suffered like this.

I sobbed...