Ryan's mum was taken into a different room alone for a while, I just paced up and down, I was named after her sister who was kidnapped too. I didn't even hear Ryan calling my name from the side until I looked up at him, I walk over where he holds my hands in his. 

"You're doing so great" he smiles, but I shake my head I don't know if I can do this anymore. 

"Ryan I'm named after her kidnapped sister, I was also kidnapped," I say, but he doesn't listen and kept going on about how great I was doing "dude can't you see how weird that is?"...