"Oh God Jack... wow," she said, looking down again. She was silent for a minute and time seemed to be standing still. Finally she began to speak in a nervous voice.

"Ever since I was a little girl I've been fascinated by scenes in movies of guys getting whipped," she said slowly. "Like in Westerns... I mean, it started when I was really young and I didn't understand the feeling it gave me... I would get these butterflies in my stomach, and later... it started to turn me on."

"I've never figured out why it affects me like that," she went on, "it's not like I hate men or anything,...