Maxine's Point of View

In the end, I'm standing in front of Alyn's room. I said to him that he should forget what I uttered but here I am in front of his room, thinking if I should ask him again to sleep together or just let it go. Ugh, dammit. I just said that because I don't want him to think that I still love him while he's still in love with his ex-girlfriend. I feel guilty, I ruined their relationship again. I wonder if Alyn hates me...

When Alyn asked me to sleep together I was glad but sad at the same time. What if he asked me...