Ivy

On the night of the Lunar Ball, I am feeling excited and anxious at the same time.

Okay, mostly just anxious.

As I get ready for the ball, I feel a flurry of emotions. My heart is beating fast, and my hands are shaking as I apply my makeup. I keep second-guessing my dress. It's made of flowy, emerald-green fabric that glimmers in the light. I keep wondering if it's too revealing or not sexy enough.

I take a deep breath and remind myself that you're going to have fun regardless of what happens with Ryder.

"Sweetheart, are you feeling alright? You look pale," Greta asks me as I...