Finally, My senses came back to me as I realized what I had done. She was so scared. She was petrified of me. What the hell have I done? She literally hates me now. I shattered my only source of redemption, I am sure she will leave me now. My only salvation. The only hope that can save me is now gone. She clearly hates me now.

I looked at my reflection in the mirror. I looked like a mess. Violet... even in that terrifying form you thought about me. I don't deserve you. I punched the mirror. I looked down in shame. She doesn't have to live with a...