CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT

NADIA

A new session, but everything else remains the same!

A week had passed since Alex and Sandro took my virginity, and the numbness still hadn't left me. It wasn’t even that I couldn’t feel anything—I was drowning in everything, but it didn’t make sense. None of it made sense.

Of all the fantasies I had, never would I have imagined that after intentionally staying away from sexual intimacy with any man, all of my first sexual experiences would be terrible.

I had thought something loving and sweet, where he’d put me on the bed and after softly kissing me, go easy on me as he penetrated but...