"Everytime I touched them, everytime I felt them, I would picture you in my mind with that same look of sadness and heartbreak. I couldn't take it. I felt disgusted with myself. That was when I was sleeping and the pain came.

 I had no clue what it was," I knew perfectly what he was talking about," The pain got to the point where I called your brother Jared and asked him to come over for help to go to the pack doctor. When I got there and they assessed me and told me why I was feeling great pain, I couldn't believe it. It felt like my heart had...