The room was quiet for awhile and none of us said a word to, this was easy for me since I don't feel like saying anything.

It's taking almost like forever for me to stand up or move myself, minutes to hour and now three whole hours.

  'I've been low and still for three hours straight, it's a wonder how I'm still not dead' I thought jokingly still lying silently on the bed with Derek by my side.

The fact that Derek has been with me this whole time made me feel like giving out a long and loud scream with a pillow over my face, but I don't want...