SILAS

It was selfish, but the thought of losing her frightened me more than her anger did. If she learned about the things I had done, she would hate me. She would leave, and no contract would bring her back.

So I kept lying.

Keeping her safe mattered, but it wasn't the only reason I stayed silent. I was afraid of what telling her the truth would cost me, and I had started using her safety to excuse every answer I refused to give.

I no longer wanted our relationship to have an end date.

Maya watched me for a few seconds, then stepped back.

“Just leave, Silas.”

I told...