Sean called before we met for lunch, we decided to have lunch at a fast food restaurant. Caroline and I left my old room, she was also going to Andrew’s, we parted in the yard. My mind is messed up, I feel nervous if I have to talk about children with Sean, I’m afraid he won’t agree to it and I still have doubts about myself. I arrived first at the restaurant where Sean and I were going to have lunch, I took a seat near the glass wall with a sofa chair.

My mind went back to the topic of having children. I want to, but if Sean doesn’t...