Micah pov

All I ever wanted was right in front of me but I couldn't do anything other than let it go. Am I cursed to never have my own happy ending?

No I cannot start thinking like that yet. I hope Alyssa will forgive me when I am through with chemo, she can't forget all our years of friendship like that. * The same friendship you just spat on and walked all over. * My mind brought up.

Oh God, I started chanting in my head, * it is for her good* because that is the only thing that is preventing me from picking up the phone to call...