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I don’t remember when the last time I felt happy.

I don’t recall the last time I felt anything positive. It’s as if the ability to feel such emotions were stripped away from me by some unknown power.

Joy.

Acceptance.

Happiness.

Love.

Such feelings have become almost unrecognizable to me after all this time of living in constant darkness. A life worth living, a lift of positivity, a life of love and affection, it simply feels too unreal in this world.

I don’t know what I did wrong.

Nor when and where it all went wrong.

I’ve lived my life to the best of my abilities for all this...