"We are here for you, you don't have to be alone," she pulls away and strokes my hair, "you are strong and intelligent, without a doubt this will mark you for life, but I know you and you always take advantage of what happens to you" she smiles at me, "you don't remember anything darling and although I know that this gives you impotence, I also know that you want everyone to pay, but for this I need you strong and focused," my friend's words give me some strength, but how can I avoid feeling like this?  so degrading?  How can I trust myself again?

"I don't know Carla ......