A month has passed since we returned from family vacations, for work reasons I left Panama and went to Italy which is why I have not yet gone to visit the 'healer' as my brother-in-law's calls her. This new hope terrifies me, I have no possibility of being cured and everyone believes that there may be a miracle, I fear that everyone will cling to that light that they see and then become disappointed. Although I would like to live and be with those I already love, I accepted my fate, but the women I love the most in my life are willing to believe in the slightest hope. It...