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Lena's POV

Ethan asked about the dangers; I knew if I told him about the dangers of tapping from my anger if I ended up tapping from the wrong kind of anger, it was me allowing darkness into myself; he was going to stop me from doing it.

I couldn't afford to make him stop me from doing this; I needed to try this, so I lied.

"There are no dangers, only that I might just get weaker for some minutes or hours depending on the level I tapped into." I had to tell him this. I couldn't make the mistake of saying there would be no consequences at...